Author: Antony Williams Vadassery (Page 1 of 5)

my new super curvy dangerous Hot Girlfriend

I found a new hot girlfriend!

Yeah, you heard it right.

We have both gone through a rough patch in life till now.

At times it’s complicated, we broke up ‘X’ many times, but damn we are so into each other by midnight.

She haunts me daily, Gives me sleepless nights, and drains out my last adrenaline.

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Sometimes we go into long-distance relationships with each other living apart and away for weeks, and we often take breaks. But finally, we end up together. 

She later

Stalks me

Irritates me

Shadows me

Pisses me off

But at the same time she loves me to the core, we have quickies, one-night stands, and pack-ups.

We partied, and attended boring workshops, fight nights, and wrong travels… but always together.

I can’t tame nor stop her, but I can always count on her to be by my side.

My hot girlfriend gives me more ####’s than I do…

She takes a lot #### from me eventually.

Wierd opportunities, amazing coincidences, and stressful situations have all happened all because of her.

But you know what!

I must admit that I cannot live without her. It’s because of her that I am still pulling on.

She knocked me onto the bed really bad once. And I stayed there for about a week and finally woke up realizing what I must actually be doing in life.

And this is what happened later –

She made me realize what I want in life.

She gave me my Calling.

She drove me through my battle.

She showed me the path.

She pulled me out of pain.

She helped me fight my fear.

I found myself because of her.

She made me do all this for 10 years just to prove myself that – “Dude, stop using me like a #### and start knowing me, start listening to me, have patience with me”.

I know her better now, my relationship with her since January 2020 has simply been mind-blowing.

Am so damn grateful to God for her.

And after all this she made me write this crap about her!

I call her TIME and she’s been with me right from my mother’s womb!

Oh, what did you think?

Whom did you think I was talking about?

TiMe – get committed to her, try to understand her better.

Find a better relationship with TIME, or else she will definitely take you for a ride soon.

So Who is your new hot girlfriend?

my new super curvy dangerous Hot Girlfriend
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struggling to find my passion

Passion…

If you ask me – why do you travel 4hrs everyday to work and crash like a dead log on weekends.

The answer is = passion!

I chose something out of a wild interest. Then tried to nurture it into a profession.

Well you need cash to survive, right?

Finally when I figured out sales and marketing is what I love connecting with.

I just realised that I have been not trying to understand my passion before. Or maybe wasn’t allowing passion to find me first before that deadline. Maybe I was ignorant of my situation. And I was just going with someone’s flow. I was just present there in time at that moment. I didn’t have a vision nor a mission, well it’s not important though. But what is really important is to understand and figure out that ‘you are in this moment because you chose to and not because you are forced to’.

If you need an alarm clock to take you to work daily, then trust me I guess you must re-think about what’s happening with you now.

I was blind at times when my colleagues quit their 9-5 jobs and did something like freelancing and start-ups. Some even quit a fancy wealthy profession and joined a kindergarten school or an NGO.

Well my mother always says – “You will KNOW it only when You DO it”.

And now I exactly know what she was talking about.

I just did the same!

All this while I thought that, I was chasing PASSION, but yesterday in my thought process. I figured out that it’s actually the other way around. Passion was chasing me, trying to find me before.

Just think back with me now. Go back to your childhood then come back here – are you able to see it?

Your passion had already found you somewhere in the past – but No, you were too busy to realise that “she” found you.

You never gave HER time, you never asked why SHE found you, you didn’t even ask HER, who SHE was!

The Japanese saying goes — “The best time to DO IT was 10 years back, but the second best time to DO IT is NOW”.

If you just reached reading till here, then I want to tell you that I started giving HER more time now. Yeah, we finally got together and figured out that WRITING is also my PASSION!

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So, are you going to at least talk to HER tonight?

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adwaith an element

Adwaith…

The chosen one, who chose me!

You came into my life with a hurricane of love and a whirlpool of laughter.

No day, No date, and No time. I don’t understand any of these when am with you.

You are teaching me how to live, how to be a better father.

I missed you for a whole year.

You have the answers to all my questions.

You talk right into my heart and look right into my soul.

I don’t know if you are a part of me or the other way around.

You are a butterfly of kindness.

“Ju” is what I call you!

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You are a mirror to me.

My question about 'tough times' was resolved in a line that you once told me - "the days against us".

When the days are against you, an amazing fantabulous thing happens — you change!

You sync into the situation.

Because if you give up when ‘the days are against you’ — you will seriously lose an opportunity to upgrade and change for the better.

When you stop the world around you also stop.

When you stop my time too stops.

When you stop even the chance of becoming someone, doing something better, or even becoming that change stops.

To my rainmaker, firewalker, soultoucher, heartmelter — I have no expectation about you like the other fathers have about their sons.

But I believe and hope that YOU have a vision, a mission, a goal. It’s totally up to you. 

I will shadow you till you find your battle.

Hence I make no promises to break no promises. I came with one mission and will leave with another. It never ends till I accomplish my vision.

Stop criticizing this world!

Instead, you must promise yourself that you become ‘that change’ you want to see in this world. 

Always remember — chasing two rabbits is fine, but not knowing the reason for chasing them is not worth the chase.

Time is with you, am with you, your mother will always be with you.

Find friends who are searching for you & not your money nor power.

Find love that is behind you and not ahead of you.

#amtonywilliams 

And am still listening — what’s your chase?

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the eyes that saved me

She stormed into my life…

Taught me kindness.

Made me a better man.

The learning has been daily ever since.

She stole my eyes, Framed my heart, connected my brain cells, softened my language, trained my hands to rise only for a good cause, consoled my legs not to kick bad news.

She deleted the anger I never could control in life. I guess I get angry very easily otherwise.

I miss her every time I think of that year when she was away from me.

I always claim that am the best, my career is on the bull run, it’s growing massively, maybe not salary-wise but exposure-wise. I hustle every day and at times lose but win mostly. I feel unstoppable!

But when am with her, am just —

That kid who had millions of dreams.

That kid who only knew happiness.

That kid who had many crushes & girlfriends.

That kid who gets hit by thunderbolts.

That kid who wanted to kick like batman, have Lazer eyes like superman, swing off like spiderman, be a part of the TMNT, collect more G.I Joe toys, race like the F&F team, be an avenger, wear cool t-shirts and worn-out jeans, rap like Eminem, dance like Mike, play basketball like Jordan.

When they said that I can’t

When they said that I won’t

When they said that I don’t

She said I will…

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Do you have someone who helped you drift through life?

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Stop Not Until You See That Sign

Don’t stop!

Don’t stop now!

Don’t stop now nor never!

Don’t stop now nor never until!

Hold on, it’s a hustle anyways!

Why stop now, & miss that goal!

It’s just this close!

I can smell it, it is just this close.

The world might turn against you!

Friends, family and foe might turn against you because of reasons.

Remember they don’t hate you, maybe not!

It’s just that situation, it’s just that moment, it’s just that time. They forget whatever you did, whatever you want, whatever you are striving for, whatever you are trying to win, whatever you are struggling to show them… But let them never forget your name.

Don’t change the world, rather be that change the world needs!

When the days are against you, don’t forget to laugh it off; Because when you laugh those days will be for you!

“Neeyilengil nyan onnu aagillayirunnu,
Neeyundenna urappanu ennu evidem vareyum ethichathu,
Neeyundengile eniku enne thanney thirichariyan patukayollu,
Neeyanendey oorjam, neeyanendey thanal, neeyanendey samayam”

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So, tell me something you want to do?

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I guess happiness is seeking you

I guess happiness is seeking you!

I am chasing my dream only because of you…

I don’t want to close my eyes, I never want to close my eyes, I will not close my eyes until I miss you.

It’s because of you that my dreams have always come true. I don’t know how to thank you. I don’t know what to do in return. Maybe this is destiny but I like to call it a “gift”.

Since you gave me adrenaline of love I can never stop trying, I can never stop running, I can never give up without a war.

And because of you, I understood that —

If you are running behind happiness, just look behind, happiness is just following you.

I know what is happening at your end, am not being ignorant. Maybe by June, everything will be set for us. Am working on that for sure, rest assured!

I set time for myself even without knowing if time has set a time for me in the first place.

I set goals for myself, even without knowing if those goals are really looking for me.

I move forward thinking that I am moving forward — it can even be backwards.

I think about targets without knowing if those targets are actually thinking about me.

I look up to the stars looking for my lost ones without thinking about the fact that they are really looking at me from up there.

I always believe that there is only one shot without even noticing if that shot is for me.

I go head-on without checking my tail.

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So tell me, are you seeking that happiness?

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The Days Against You

This day might be against you!

Why, lol no one knows. It just happens.

At times people might be against you.

At times even time.

At times situations.

At times system.

And at times even you might turn against you.

Break that thought now. It is of no use. Because when you feel that the days are against you. Look again it is actually you who is against yourself.

Everything is in your hands when the day is tough, push your self tougher.

Row against the tide. Ride against the wind. The destination is what you are aiming at. And it is just between you and yourself standing at the destination.

Look again now — the days are not against you, it’s just you and yourself…

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So, are the days against you?

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Be The Arrow

They put an arrow here!

An arrow can take life and give one, can it?

Be like an arrow!

Fly on, keep flying till you hit the target?. Fly through the wind, the birds might try to knock you down. And at times even you might hit another target. May even not hit one!

If everything was easy then there wouldn’t be a target in the first place. Then why do you need a target?

There is a target that is why there is an arrow, to this, there must be an Archer and his bow? … hence there is an arrow.

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So, what are you?

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change is the new change

If you ask me does life change or time changes, I don’t know; as in both, there is a change in your present state.

The best part is (that) the life before has changed with time. So, technically, change is the new change!

You cannot avoid or run away from change. If you do that, then change will never be able to change you for better or worse.

Either you change, thee change your environment or change your path.

Change is inevitable!

Be the change or be ‘in’ the change…

It’s up to you to figure out.

Stop judging your past, present and maybe even the future for a change.

Change is powerful than a pandemic or a nuclear weapon.

Change can change you the way you think about a change.

Sometimes ‘YOU’ are the problem, hence change and see that change in yourself to know if you have changed for good or bad.

Best regards,

Mr. Changed…

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