I was scared with a heavy heart, fear took over me when I saw you praying hard that night. I didn’t know about tomorrow as I didn’t even know about today. I was blank, those words were not coming. I wanted to tell you that I loved you more than anything thing else in my wish-list and that you were everything I always wanted from life. You filled the gap in my life, I couldn’t tell you this because the words weren’t speaking by itself. I wished it would have!

I never told you that whatever substantial I wanted to achieve in life is already done when you came into my life. But I have this journey that I have to go through before my soul reaches another body. I am learning to be better, maybe even to be the best to help those who are suffering to become better someday. But I haven’t forgotten about that yesterday I spent with you. Because from that night before your labor, I wished I had spent more deliberate time with you. I had this deep regret that yelled “hey, this is all you could do, own it, this is all you could do”. I wanted to tell you that the only girl who has really loved me in my whole life is you, and this I understood for sure.

Else you wouldn’t have come this far with me. I know there is no guarantee of anything tomorrow. But today there is a guarantee that I am with you.

“I have a rain of thoughts about you”.

You taught me to be a better human being.

After that night you brought “him” — our bundle of love to this planet. And proved it to me again — yes I wasn’t wrong, I never believed in soul-mates, still doesn’t. But I do believe in “souls meet” after I met you.

But wherever I am and whatever I become, I will never forget that night. That night when fear drove me away. But my dream to be with you brought me back to sanity. The wait outside was killing me inch by inch. Even tea was reluctant to go down my throat. I waited just to hear that you were alive. I waited to just see your eyes blink. The closed doors of the labor room made a gap in our worlds. A gap you had filled years back. You were just a door away, but I was a world apart. Time brought you, but I prayed that time doesn’t take you away.

                         I trusted no man, I trusted no time, I trusted no sign and I trusted no words. But I trusted God, as my time with you was not done yet. When it's done, I leave first and not you is the deal I made with the #### himself.

I changed, I Evolved and Transformed from the version Zero to the one now with your script.

My words were frozen then, but today my fingers are on fire.

I guess this is the fire I got from you. And I promise you that this fire will last till…

I traveled that extra mile to find that extra happiness until I found it that day and I realized that the happiness that I went searching that extra mile was with me from the 11th std at school.

To the sorrows, to the disappointments, to the tears, to the heart-breaks I had given you in exchange for your love. I promise to make you laugh forever from tomorrow morning with a kiss.

I promise to not make that bland promise; since you promised to be there till my last blink.